She could be pretty and could become the opposite when she desired to. Haphazard decision-making, as we all might say. For her, a life according to constant, all confined in rules is unrealistic. The limitless possibility of realities would require various solutions, which means everything is doable just so she could navigate the path to her goal. Be it the pretty one or the opposite. Although she still chose to be smart in doing it, as cunning as a fox.Behind her cold smile, resides a box of unfiltered honesty. Mel does not pay any mind to what people feel about it. If they can not accept the concept of a whole reality, then their tether is already defined; end.Unless?

hello, new phone!
mom sure knows my taste
this is the best birthday ever!
though, granny showed me this weird room
saying this is time
and something about shaman
scary! :(
sent 09/29/2005so
i almost had my first kiss with sean tonight
almost!
i was so nervous
then suddenly
there's this super nasty spider crawling up his cheek!
so i smacked that spider!
... along with his cheek
why the f that thing's there!
it's super weird too that he didn't feel it crawling all over him at all
aarrrggghhh
i hope sean wont hate me for this
sent 04/19/2009first week
on day seven and still no friends yet
i started seeing weird things
having asian heritage all over me here is already odd enough for them
being all terrified and screaming to empty air must have taken me to the freak list alrdy
this is nightmare
but it'll be over soon
it must be the shock because granny passed away
it must be
it should be
sent 09/15/2010i missed rosy
being in florida with her must be nice right now
what will she say if i said i could see ghost now and becoming the talk of the hallway of shame
perhaps something like wow we've got a soon-to-be ghost hunter here?!
or will she be cringed
teen hormones change people, they said
anyway
happy birthday, me
sent 09/29/2010i aced my first semester
mom's super happy
grandad too
the rest not
sent 12/23/2010officially one year of rosy ghosting me
we used to be best buddies, and now we're not?
frozen is in the air right now
hana might have torn her vocal chord from attempting this let it go thing
surely you remember my two fellow kicked-out buddies during high school?
the japanese girl and the ginger guy
we got enrolled in the same uni
sent 11/25/2013i kept getting fired
( * they ) just won't leave me alone
to fill the time and all
i helped grandad at the mortuary
so far not bad
sent 03/07/2017officially a desairologist
i think this is the most ideal job for me
sent 08/30/2019i think this job is not for me
sent 09/02/2019my mother got really sick
she needs me
i don't think i can text you as often
i'll update you again, soon
sent 09/30/2022